So I created this blog.
It should probably be a Wordpress blog, Blogger's way of generating HTML even when you're typing directly into the post editing window is kinda crazy, all <br>s and no <p>s. Why is that even a thing in 2019?
You don't care about that.
Maybe I should stop caring about it.
Platforms die. Standards die. People die.
Do you ever feel like maybe you died a long time ago?
I'm so scared of beginnings, but I'm also terrified of emptiness. This time the fear of emptiness won out over the fear of beginnings, so I've started a blog.
Mostly I just wanted to collect the attempts at accountability into clawing my life onto the high shelf I wanted to leave it on before I died, and a blog seemed like an okay way to do that. If Twitter hadn't (mostly) killed Moments, I'd have done it with Moments, but hey, maybe it's for the best. I kinda missed having an honest-to-goodness blog. It's been a long time since I maintained somewhere like this, just for myself.
I don't really expect to have an audience for this. I just want somewhere to curate my attempts to not drown in my own life. Maybe some people will enjoy it, I know I'm not the only one who still feels like they can't swim.
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