☑ weekly planner accountability check-in x3 - concluding 2019! I used my planner all year, which is a first for me. pic.twitter.com/f3W967Pqha— sassa @ davesprite literature club (@AWildSassaApprs) January 6, 2020
technically a week overlapped with 2020 so here is my new planner!— sassa @ davesprite literature club (@AWildSassaApprs) January 6, 2020
I'm not sure if I'll post it like I did in 2019, I plan on using my planner more as a planner this year and not my to-do list as much... pic.twitter.com/uRBhWNgS4Y
The experiment was a success! I'm honestly not certain if I've ever managed to do any other habit in my life consistently for an entire year! That's not to say I haven't managed to change habits in the past, but... this is the first time I've seen myself consistently adhering to something that wasn't a weekly class or w/e. Sure I didn't post here every week, but I used the planner, and posting here was just an additional aspect of holding myself accountable. Though it's also been useful for self-reflection of course.
There's a LOT coming up in my 2020, and I won't lie, I'm feeling the pressure. Most of it is good, a few things are... debatable in how good they are, but either way, I gotta get through 'em.
Over 2019 I feel I learned a lot about my mental health and mental health issues. I improved how I handled rough situations and over time it seems like I bounced back better from setbacks overall. I managed working on my own mental health alongside supporting my partner going through a long-haul breakdown... I think I gave it my best overall.My best isn't the same as my maximum capacity, but it was the best I could do in the circumstances.
Over 2020 I'd like to find more peace within myself and between me and the world in general. The more stability I can develop, the more time I'll have to work on my creative projects and my business. A couple new repeat business clients would be nice too - so far my freelancing business has been growing at about the pace I can handle, so I hope for steady, gentle growth in that area next year.
I'm not sure if I'll continue posting my planner to Twitter, but I would like to try and keep blogging about my journey here. Talking face to face seems to benefit me the most, but writing here is a good supplemental activity.
